2005-05-02
when i die/mood analysis
when i die
rest my body by the sea,
let me sulk in morbidity,
find the truths ive found in me,
and my soul mates, those who would be.
and while my body rots dont cry,
find my souls and bring them by,
release the ones who give the sigh,
and ask those left to tell you why.
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everyone should go to www.colorgenics.com and take the mood analysis test. its so amazing that everytime i retake the test every few months the results are exactly what im feeling or going through. when i had research analysis my senior year of college, i had to do a project kind of like this but not exactly. i researched how people responded to different colors. so anyways! take it and send me your results cause im very interested... here is mine, which as always is right on target!
You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realization of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.
You are looking for something different. Your imagination has been working overtime and you are seeking adventure - and you'd like to share that adventure, the new experience, with someone like yourself: Imaginative, Enthusiastic and Sensitive.
The present situation, not of your making, is forcing you to compromise. You will have to hold back and forgo some of your hopes, dreams and aspirations.
As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.
You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalize but you need to realize a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire.
cuddleslut3 at 12:45 a.m.
